life worth living

My old friend once said,

"It's always interesting how life's treating us."

Do you think so?

I used to make tier of plan to ensure that i would get what i want and  none of my time would be useless. At least i made plan A and B for what i eager to get. 

*sometimes also the C and D

But there were times when even plan D didn't work! 

That, i understood as 'not God's will'.

Likewise, my life is also so.. unpredictable. 

What would happen, how it would be, whom i would be with are BIG SECRETS. 

I might not understand why this and that should happen in my life. 

*And surely incapable to compete His thought

Even if God answer my 'why why why' question now, most likely i won't understand at all.  

Yes. It's super hi-level consideration. 

What I saw and now understood, that each one of us were created so special and unique, with totally different storyline. 

So, my life wouldn't be the same like my mentor's experience (though we had similar background and personality), 

my future wouldn't be like what others told me (unless it's from God, it's merely a 'kepo' comment from their own life experience - that could not be generalized will happen to everyone else), 

my love life wouldn't be the same as any love story in the novels, nor Josh Harris' book, nor any couples story in church,

my success story wouldn't be the same as what others experienced,

And so on, and so on. 

The very good news is, when we walk through the paths God prepared before us, we will not be just surviving, but will see how He bring the best things for our life, more than we could ever ask or think!

God, I am SUPER EXCITED to see my future in You. 

Since You hold my world in Your hands, i will not be afraid, for my world is safe in Your hands. 

Amen!

Oh, the depth of the riches and wisdom and knowledge of God! How unfathomable (inscrutable, unsearchable) are His judgments (His decisions)! And how untraceable (mysterious, undiscoverable) are His ways (His methods, His paths)! (Romans 11:33 AMP)

We plan the way we want to live, but only  God  makes us able to live it. (Proverbs 16:9 MSG)

Now to Him Who, by (in consequence of) the [action of His] power that is at work within us, is able to [carry out His purpose and] do superabundantly, far over  and  above all that we [dare] ask or think [infinitely beyond our highest prayers, desires, thoughts, hopes, or dreams]-- (Ephesians 3:20 AMP)