RUSH HOUR

I have only 35 minutes to wake up, use my softlenses, brush my braced teeth, shower, put on 4 types of cream + face powder, take my socks, shoes, breakfast & drink so i can do all in the car.
Using my shoes, ID Card, watch, eating and reading Bible at the same time.

Work from 8 am to 5 pm, doing all the jobs, i try to save some time this way :
I don’t go to the toilet without my yellow Tupperware so i could refill my drink on the way to toilet.
*the pantry is soo far from my cube
I don’t go to Lexmark Multi Function Device without my pen, so after I print some papers, i’ll check a minute, sign and fax it.
*the MFD is not so far, but quite wasting time to go back and forth
I speed up my walk. Believe me. When i walk 3 steps, a normal woman only have 2 or 1.
It’s also for balancing my slow eating disorder.
(wkwkwkwk, i never call it’s a bad habit cos i can’t and will never enjoy eating fast!)
5 pm I will run out of office to catch the Bus Trans to catch my pap.
or I will pay more (using taxi) to save one hour that i won’t get if i have to go home by myself.

The rushing continues if I have something to attend in the evening such as music practice/ cell group/ meeting etc. Showering, drying my hair, eating in 35 minutes then driving like a runaway robber.

Then I close the day with a fast prayer in heart, lying on my bed just to save some more time to give my body enough time to rest.
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I just thought i have saved one year when i decided to join in acceleration class in highschool so i would have one free year that others wouldn’t have..
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but ‘saving time’ never ends, it still continues until today.

What is the point of chasing the time all the time?
Time will keep running anyway.
And since we all knew that it wouldn't come back again, why don’t just allow me to enjoy mine?